YES. THIS.

(Source: pinterest.com, via s0urpatch-kid)

I’ll be using his Instagram a lot more… :)

I still feel like I’m not close to either sides of my family. My mom’s side… well. I have bittersweeting feelings towards them &maybe its just me? Do I distance myself? I try not to. Even though my cousins that are close to my age aren’t living in the same cities. I feel like they talk all the time, calls/videochat/text &whatnot. And don’t have any of that… except for Facebook, how lame. As for my dad’s side, they are so easy going. And I love that when we have family gatherings I can talk to one of my older cousins about life, she has the greatest advice and words of wisdom. I don’t know, I just wish there was something holding us all together again like when I was younger. Maybe its because the missing two puzzle pieces are gone, everyone is just scattered :( I miss my mom/dad and realizing their not in my life just kinda sucks.. like A LOT. I definitely appreciate people more and try to not take anything for granted. Maybe its because their both gone, I feel disconnected to both sides of the family… I don’t know, but I wish this feeling would go away.

Rock the Bells 2012 lineup, NEED I SAY MORE?!

I don’t why I had such a hard time choosing a topic. I came to realize that I’m not so great when professor’s give me such vague assignments. I mean.. I guess for some people it’s easier for them. But I learned in the past weeks’ that I don’t do good with those care free professors. I need structure and specifics. In other words… I figured what I’m going to write my paper about! MASS MEDIA AND STEREOTYPING AMERICANS, duh that should’ve came to be a long ass time ago. Especially since I’ve been studying mass media for a while now and I’ve talked about it in NUMEROUS of my classes. I hope once I start writing, everything will come to me.. I miss being a writer though. A journalist writer that is.. This semester has definitely made me learn a lot…ideas about this society & its formality & made me open my eyes to many things. (A blog will come later about that… once the semester is over) Now let’s get this paper started! :)

<3

(Source: take-off-your-kniickers, via lovemetoinfinity)

Seriously days in the hospital scare the shit outta me. I hate that my health sucks because every time I get an infection or I get sick, I’m back in that hole. I’m SO HAPPY IM OUT :) and feeling alive! active! Bless with life :) I came in Monday and didn’t get out til yesterday night /: too bad I miss my week of classes though Tues-Thurs, wtheckk.. I may not be as healthy as I can right now but the doctors are right, what about 10 years down the road? I have to take things seriously and I know being a young 20 year old all I want to do is enjoy my young adulthood and all.. but I have to put my health into prospective. But damn this year has been some major suckage. At least the past month or so… being in the hospital twice?! like wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. NOT THE BUSINESS. DEFINITELY DO NOT WANT TO GO BACK. Numerous of doctor’s visits here I come! I might not be ready for you but I sure am ready to defeat this suffering.

(Source: kayleeelainee, via lovemetoinfinity)

happy 1rst birthday to my little brother! sorry, I can’t be there with you today… 

I’ve seen them before on Tumblr, but the recipe wasn’t with it.
STOLEN from Eric Tauro’s Facebook, Lol.

Cut an Orange (or lemon or lime) in HALF and gut it. Mix the jello shot (1 cup hot water, box jello, 1 cup various liquors), stir till disolved, then add the jello mix to the half shell and refrig for 3 hours or more. Once solid, slice and serve!